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i miss my best friend cassidy. she would never act like this. i feel like i have a lot on my plate right now, and the last thing i need is to worry about fraternizing with violent skanks. i need friends who don't make me question their intentions. to have a good friend, you have to be a good friend. great. so i have to continuously set myself up for disaster. i'm better off alone. fuck that.
i'm debating where i should live. now that i'm in san antonio, i feel so alone. if i go home, i'll miss my mom and dad and siblings. i'll never be happy. my family will continue to be separated indefinitely. i can never have a sense of peace, man. it sucks ass. something is always happening that tears my life up. i want a retirement from life! (that doesn't mean dying)
i'm debating where i should live. now that i'm in san antonio, i feel so alone. if i go home, i'll miss my mom and dad and siblings. i'll never be happy. my family will continue to be separated indefinitely. i can never have a sense of peace, man. it sucks ass. something is always happening that tears my life up. i want a retirement from life! (that doesn't mean dying)