Feb 18, 2006 13:42
i hate having an older sibling. not that i hate my sister. i just hate the fact that every decision that my parents make is based on one that they've already made for her. they wont let me have a cell phone til i'm 16, i cant get in a car with an "under-aged"(who's to determine this other than my parents?) driver until i'm 15ish, and basically, i cant have a life until then. this makes the next couple years hell because the majority of my friends are 1, 2, or 3 years older than me.
just bare with me. it's not my fault my parents are anal about every little thing i do.
maybe we can hang out at your house monday, sarah.
i just want to raise my finger and say fuck it but you know, i cant. because then i'd be in even more hell.
its wicked embarrassing crying in a public restaurant when you cant leave.
my dog is perfect because she knows when i need someone to sit with me and lick my face.