How do you spell FUCKED???
So right now I feel like I have been fucked over by the people who care for me and my dream school. So I have 1.5 weeks until I am suppose to move to Linfield for school. I got an apartment off campus with a cool guy from Tualatin. I was really excited until I drove by the apartments. They are off campus and they are crap. They were built back in the 70's and from the outside I can tell they are not nice. The house right next door looks like it could be a drug house. It is really run down and there were like 50 cars at the house.
Then today, student services calls because I signed up to take a tour of the apartment before moving in. They called to tell me that I will just have to move in with no tour, because they are running behind on cleaning and PEST CONTROL!!!! What the fuck does that mean??? I called them back but left a message. Also would anyone ever move into an apartment without ever seeing it? NO! I am not happy. I also talked to my aunt in Mac and she told me I don't want to live in that neighborhood. Linfield also states that it is on-campus on the website and it is off-campus. I only put it as my second choice because I thought it was on-campus.
So then I got home and checked my email, only to discover that my student loan was denied. So right now I have no way to pay the $14,000 that is not covered otherwise. Tonight I found out that my mom screwed up the co signer info, and then I found out that Linfield also made it so that the $18000 I requested would only be certified at $13,000. So that is $5000 difference that I need so I can go in January. So I don't know what to do at this point. I was really excited and am excited for my classes, but now my dream has been ripped away. Why is it that when I am starting to get happy and excited about moving out, I find out that I can't.
Also I quit my job, and now am unemployed because yesterday was my last day. So now I have no job, no school, and no hope of things going my way. I am just getting more and more depressed now. I was so happy, but I guess I can't be. Please give me advice on what to do because I am kinda clueless.
I am going to talk to finical aide tomorrow and housing to see what I can do. So I will keep y'all updated.
Then today, student services calls because I signed up to take a tour of the apartment before moving in. They called to tell me that I will just have to move in with no tour, because they are running behind on cleaning and PEST CONTROL!!!! What the fuck does that mean??? I called them back but left a message. Also would anyone ever move into an apartment without ever seeing it? NO! I am not happy. I also talked to my aunt in Mac and she told me I don't want to live in that neighborhood. Linfield also states that it is on-campus on the website and it is off-campus. I only put it as my second choice because I thought it was on-campus.
So then I got home and checked my email, only to discover that my student loan was denied. So right now I have no way to pay the $14,000 that is not covered otherwise. Tonight I found out that my mom screwed up the co signer info, and then I found out that Linfield also made it so that the $18000 I requested would only be certified at $13,000. So that is $5000 difference that I need so I can go in January. So I don't know what to do at this point. I was really excited and am excited for my classes, but now my dream has been ripped away. Why is it that when I am starting to get happy and excited about moving out, I find out that I can't.
Also I quit my job, and now am unemployed because yesterday was my last day. So now I have no job, no school, and no hope of things going my way. I am just getting more and more depressed now. I was so happy, but I guess I can't be. Please give me advice on what to do because I am kinda clueless.
I am going to talk to finical aide tomorrow and housing to see what I can do. So I will keep y'all updated.