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Hi all,
After a long hiatus of mine, I just caught myself up snagged and hooked by the Endless of Despair. I find myself really moody and somehow desperate about my surroundings, myself and mostly about my relationships with the others. I've found out that I am just the same, egotistical person who remains unchanged and latent throughout the years. I remained the same person who's gullible, attention-craver teen who has made so much of peoples around him caught bouts of nausea. I think that there are so many attempts to prove that I actually love my friends, parents, and all - but essentially failed either in the proccess or the result. I've been working hard and tried to do my best, to let them know that I am concerned about them, and even love them. And failed. I remained the human who's been flawed to the core and even the paraphrase "every human is flawed/perfection is impossible" sunk deeper. It's been a hard day, for me at least........
After a long hiatus of mine, I just caught myself up snagged and hooked by the Endless of Despair. I find myself really moody and somehow desperate about my surroundings, myself and mostly about my relationships with the others. I've found out that I am just the same, egotistical person who remains unchanged and latent throughout the years. I remained the same person who's gullible, attention-craver teen who has made so much of peoples around him caught bouts of nausea. I think that there are so many attempts to prove that I actually love my friends, parents, and all - but essentially failed either in the proccess or the result. I've been working hard and tried to do my best, to let them know that I am concerned about them, and even love them. And failed. I remained the human who's been flawed to the core and even the paraphrase "every human is flawed/perfection is impossible" sunk deeper. It's been a hard day, for me at least........