preparing myself for two nights of journey
Somehow, the dread or rather, the mixed feeling seems to infuse my
brain once more. Gw g tau harus gimana sama OKS - gw persiapin sebisa
gw, dan gw sangat berharap guru-guru dan kakak-kakak kelas konsekuen
sama kata-katanya: g bakal ada yg namanya penggojlokan, bullying, dll.
To be honest, I really hate the so-called "mental enforcing", bullying,
violence, in any kind of forms, any kind of words. Gw heran bgt kenapa
di Indonesia harus ada budaya yg bikin juniornya mati ketakutan - and a
new year in a new junior highschool/highschool/university/whatever
could become the most dreadful experiences for us. (if you think that
I'm somewhat have become a sort of wimpy person, I've suffered all of
these since I was four, persistently; it's horrible and those things
got to be blamed for all of my traumas, until now, I can't remove them
from my mind. It still pains). I do understand that all seniors need to
be respected, but not in such a violent and cruel way, like in some
cases in a prominent military school in this country. Padahal, bukannya
kalo ada friendship antar-angkatan bukannya lebih enak ? Gw
sangat-sangat berharap gw mampu ngerjain semuanya, gw bahagia, damai
dan tentram....dan cobaan hidup di kehidupan sendiri tuh terkadang udah
cukup berat....tanpa harus ditambah sama hal-hal di atas. Utk reguretto,
selamat ya, it seems that we're all going to miss you a lot :). Keep
updating your LJ and share your experiences with us ! Take care....
Oh ya, gw g sabaran juga hiking di kegiatannya. I love nature, so I would consider an absence from the activity as another void of experience, as long those outlined above don't happen to anyone, including all of my friends.
Oh ya, gw g sabaran juga hiking di kegiatannya. I love nature, so I would consider an absence from the activity as another void of experience, as long those outlined above don't happen to anyone, including all of my friends.