its time to pay for all the things you made me say
well damn. its been a hell of a long time. i broke up with meghan a few weeks ago. she came clean with something she had been hiding for months and i am not gonna deal with the lies and manipulation anymore. anyway. things have been cool i guess. i need to hang with the fish man more. maybe he got the blazer back ill call him...... he didn't answer..... i'll call him again tomorrow. anyway...... been working...... been chillaxin...... thats about it. things are looking up. up is always good. i figure i've spent enough time down in a hole its time to go up. but its inevitable cause once you hit boottom you can only go up....... well im gonna try and update more ofton. later days