Strange
So, I have got this problem now where I can't ever sleep, ever. I called Alex at 6 this morning because I was still awake and I had been awake all night. I was on the phone with him for an hour. I am really glad that he stayed on the phone with me and din't get upset because I called him so early. He thinks that I need to go to the doctor. I guess that is what I am going to have to do. The only sleep that I have gotten in the past two weeks has only happened because I have taken NyQuil* to make me go to sleep. One of my actors, Andy, suggested alcohol, but I do not want to become an alcoholic just so I can sleep. I am seriously going to consider the doctor.
I feel really bad about not being able to sleep last night because I stood Aria up again. I wouldn't have done that if I had actually gotten sleep. Hopefully maybe I will be able to sleep tonight. I will explain myself to Aria when I get to work today.
I guess that is all I have to say right now. I thought I had more to talk about than that.
I wait, I did have more to say. I just remembered it.
I was going to tell you about how my body has been doing some strange things that it has never done before.
I have muscle spasms all the time. They happen in every muscle in my body. My TMJ is coming back and my teeth just start chattering on their on at random times. Yesterday I got really clamy and I was just sitting there folding some paper. I walked to the bathroom and when I got there I had goose bumps all over my body and they didn't go away. I don't ever sleep now and I am always paranoid about everything. I am also really hot, all of the time. My body aches and it hurts really bad. I get horrible head aches and I don't normally ever get head aches. I feel like I am constantly going through withdrawl from every drug imaginable. The only problem with that is there is no possible way that I am going through withdrawl from any drugs period. It is so strange.
Okey, I thik that is really all I have to say for now. I will try to make the next post happier.
I feel really bad about not being able to sleep last night because I stood Aria up again. I wouldn't have done that if I had actually gotten sleep. Hopefully maybe I will be able to sleep tonight. I will explain myself to Aria when I get to work today.
I guess that is all I have to say right now. I thought I had more to talk about than that.
I wait, I did have more to say. I just remembered it.
I was going to tell you about how my body has been doing some strange things that it has never done before.
I have muscle spasms all the time. They happen in every muscle in my body. My TMJ is coming back and my teeth just start chattering on their on at random times. Yesterday I got really clamy and I was just sitting there folding some paper. I walked to the bathroom and when I got there I had goose bumps all over my body and they didn't go away. I don't ever sleep now and I am always paranoid about everything. I am also really hot, all of the time. My body aches and it hurts really bad. I get horrible head aches and I don't normally ever get head aches. I feel like I am constantly going through withdrawl from every drug imaginable. The only problem with that is there is no possible way that I am going through withdrawl from any drugs period. It is so strange.
Okey, I thik that is really all I have to say for now. I will try to make the next post happier.