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Stress has been creeping up and I didn't realize the extent until Satan started hitting me with some hardcore lies and I almost believed him! I hate not being in the frame of mind to just laugh those things off.
I'm stressed about moving - gotta be out by the 31st, including painting and cleaning.
I'm stressed about school and work and how it's all gonna come together this summer. I'm supposed to be working more hours at both jobs and still going to school, and taking a couple vacations - I've gotta re-think this SOON.
So the past couple weeks Satan's been inching his way in while I'm stressing, telling me things about myself that make me feel unworthy, and the other night he hit me hard, right where those insecurities fall that he's been working on. And it's taken two and half days of just pouring it all out to God to start to get past it. And I've got some people to talk to, but I had to take my time taking it all to God first.
There's a lot of good going on right now too. The women's group has been great - I love having you all over here on Mondays.
Been spending more time with some people I didn't see much for a while - LA, Heather, Juke, Mal, Jen.
Been spending time with Schmeisl :) I like the way he reaffirms me in my convictions and my walk, but also challenges me sometimes. It's nice to have that.
Going to see my family today - it's always good to be home.
I'm stressed about moving - gotta be out by the 31st, including painting and cleaning.
I'm stressed about school and work and how it's all gonna come together this summer. I'm supposed to be working more hours at both jobs and still going to school, and taking a couple vacations - I've gotta re-think this SOON.
So the past couple weeks Satan's been inching his way in while I'm stressing, telling me things about myself that make me feel unworthy, and the other night he hit me hard, right where those insecurities fall that he's been working on. And it's taken two and half days of just pouring it all out to God to start to get past it. And I've got some people to talk to, but I had to take my time taking it all to God first.
There's a lot of good going on right now too. The women's group has been great - I love having you all over here on Mondays.
Been spending more time with some people I didn't see much for a while - LA, Heather, Juke, Mal, Jen.
Been spending time with Schmeisl :) I like the way he reaffirms me in my convictions and my walk, but also challenges me sometimes. It's nice to have that.
Going to see my family today - it's always good to be home.