its been awhile... what is going on in my world
hi all dont know who is reading this... i know i hardly ever post but what is going on with me is not a whole lot. i work quite often. my job is working and dealing with people who have development disabilities... its going alright i like my job. i am however lonely and not as depressed as i have been in the past although... i am in alright health i guess i need to lose weight i weighed myself the other day and weight 285 lbs which is just about the heaviest i have been since i was like 20 when i weight almost 295lbs... granted i never weighed over 300lbs and have always been pretty big but i am not any taller than 6ft and i think my weight has alot to do with my depression and loneliness of self esteem... hopefully by starting to workout and go to the gym and eating healthier i will be better physically but mentally and who knows maybe those women will be like i want some of that...lol if anyone is curious to what i look like i can post some pics...as for me i have started working out second day in a row going to the gym just doing some cardio to build endurance and burn calories no need to lift yet...that and finally using that membership i been paying for every month and not going... so horaay for me... anyways talk to everyone later...