Title:36- Heart Searching
Author:pegasusxiah/angelcass
Length:chaptered
Pairing:Yoosu(main) , Yunjae
Genre:fluff, romance, drama
Rating:-Pg-13toR
The sound of gentle swaying of a door, bare footsteps and then I woke up in the morning feeling someone caressing on my hair softly. It felt so good and comfy so without even opening my eyes I decided to just stay in the bed as I was without making any movement.
I felt I was having a little hangover so I didn't bother to remind myself what happened the day before when or where as I knew it would only give me another headache.
Suddenly I felt the person who was caressing my head bending down and pecking on my lips, drowning me in mere confusion.
Am I not in Jaejoong's apartment right now and is he not the only person living in here with me? This wasn't Jaejoong. This was.. Yoochun? It was surely Yoochun's odor and presence I was feeling from the atmosphere. His aftershave smell and the smell of his hair.
I opened up my eyes just as I heard a door being gently closed and I was able to catch a glimpse of Yoochun before he left the room shutting the door behind himself. Just then I realised that I wasn't in Jaejoong's apartment anymore but in my own room at Yoochun's house instead. How come..? When did I come here in the first place? Hell I couldn't remember anything!
I headed downstairs at once.
There was Yoochun standing in front of the stove giving his back to the living room.
"Yoochun? "
To my questioning tone Yoochun turned around at once.
"How.. am I here, what am I doing here?"
For a second, Yoochun looked as if unaffected by my question.
"You're here because Jaejoong kicked you out of the house due to your reckless behaviour."
I was dumbfounded by his answer.
".. Why, you don't remember how you tried to rape Jaejoong last night? "
I thought for a while. What is this Yoochun saying?
"I did? "
"You did! "
"But who gave you the permission to take me here."
"Our marriage certificate. "
Alright I knew Yoochun would be a little mad about the incident at club. But hey I did ask him to back away knowing how exactly Ah In could be still jealous of Yoochun.
"Where was that certificate when you had me kicked out?"
I watched Yoochun's face changing to my question.
"Well.. Look Junsu. I didn't kick you out, it was Yoomi compelling me to do that. "
"Compelling.."
I repeated the word sarcastically.
"..Don't tell me you even agreed to marry her since she compelled you!"
"I didn't! "
Yoochun objected at once.
".. I was mad at you, and she just used it to have me spelled what she wanted to hear."
I looked at Yoochun to see if I could catch if he's lying. He looked sincere.
".. I thought you'd have changed your mind after that night, I was wrong wasn't I.. "
Yoochun chuckled bitterly and looked straight into me searching for an answer but for some reason I really felt uneasy to look at him that I forced myself to look anywhere but him while saying.
"It was just a one night stand.."
I finalised his misunderstanding.
"..I'm out. "
I announced finally making my way towards the door trying to escape the situation as soon as possible for some unknown reason even to myself.
"If you don't want your divorce.."
Yoochun added to my sentence making me stop in the middle of my path.
"Are you gonna blackmail me into this again Yoochun! "
"No I'm not gonna force you but we had a deal Junsu. And it's even essential that we stay together at least until our parents get to know about this, don't you think?"
I thought about it for a while, what harm could it cause anyway. And Yoochun was right if by any chance my parents get to know about this everything could turn upside down.
"Alright but one more day beyond the deal, I won't stay at this house!"
Emphasising my demands I went up to my room once again to get changed, I was still in my last night's wear.
After the breakfast Yoochun went to the office while I stayed at home unpacking my things again. To be honest living with Yoochun felt better than living alone cuz he would always be treating me with whatever I want and looking after me like a child. Not to my greatest liking but still it had helped me out in the past without my knowledge, at least I realized that much during the few days I lived with Jaejoong.
In the evening I went to Siwon's house as he invited me over a dinner party and even Yoochun had me informed that he won't be around anywhere before evening. I didn't expect to find Ah In there as he wasn't one of Siwon's closest buddies but..to my surprise he was too there. To tell the truth Ah In wasn't a guy that I like much in the present but sure we were close friends once.
"Junsu-ah, so how are you and your husband doing now?"
To what possibly could he be coming to now..
"We're doing really great, wanna know about it?"
"Haha no, I don't wanna know about your private things..
He chuckled.
".. I thought you didn't like your husband much, am I right or am I right? "
I frowned at Ah In's question. It was the stupidest thing I did by involving Ah In at the club that day but what could I do, he had the perfect timing to barge into our conflict that time. And whatever happened between us in the past he never had any right to nose into my private life like this. Yoochun was way better than him!
".. Alright alright, let's forget about it and have a drink first. Remember how we used to drink all night when we weren't even nineteen? "
Ah In turned the conversation at once. He was right, those times were the greatest; when no one was to judge us or stop us we all had fun together all night. It was us.. me, Ah In, Heechul, Changmin.. and a few others. It was way before when even Yoochun was far out living his own life in a different land with his own friends..
The night went on and I got back home on time before it would be past Yoochun's red line.
"Junsu, there's a party organized by the head office.. All our clients will be coming to this. You'd have to come with me tomorrow cuz our parents would too be coming. "
Yoochun informed me at the dinner table.
".. Let's go shopping in the morning to buy some things."
I nodded at him not with much of a like nor dislike, if he says our parents are coming then I'd be having not much of a chance to reject it either. And anyway I really didn't had much to do tomorrow, to be honest I was jobless till I find something to do for my living.
After the dinner I went to my bedroom wanting to have some good sleep after a tiring day but after a while..
"Tock tock! !"
A knock on my door.
"Come in! "
Soon after my command Yoochun came into the room.
"Junsu-ah I was wondering if you could.."
Yoochun looked at me hopefully, his head was a bit messed up implying he has had a late night shower. I gestured him into the bed realising his request at once.
I sat on the bed giving my back to the headboard while Yoochun crawled himself onto the bed placing his head on my lap. I made sure his hair is hundred percent dry before I started to run my fingers smoothly through his long hair untangling it, careful not to hurt him. Yoochun had his eyes closed all the while and I couldn't but stare at his full lips while massaging his head softly.
I ran my eyes unintentionally along his lips to his nicely shaped chin and jaws. They were perfect for his own good. I tried hard not to get reminded of that night he was kissing me.. If by any chance Yoochun had a sister she would've been a perfect beauty, I wondered. Yoochun had a long neck which looked delicate with his protruding apple that would always be shown off when he wets his lips or just simply talks with his deep baritone voice.
Yoochun was wearing a low neck and I couldn't again but travel my eyes along his revealing collarbones that I sent my eyes jealously along the silver necklace which had an unconditional right to grace them unlike me. Yoochun too had really great shoulders, shoulder gangster as they would say.. The reason why he would always wear wifebeaters more than often at home. And even that was the very first thing I noticed of him when I first saw him at my birthday party months ago, I reminisced smiling to myself.
That day.. Alright I ignored him purposely knowing who he was. It was true that I had forgotten about him completely to that certain point but the first time I heard his voice after so many years.. They say the first thing you'd forget about a distanced one would be his voice but Yoochun's voice.. I went back to my childhood just by hearing him calling my name that day. But he left me, just like everyone did.. He was just someone who left me when I most wanted someone by my side.
Getting back to my point, Yoochun had really great shoulders. They were broad, nicely shaped and muscular.. Broad enough to run my hands on while.. like while he was kissing the daylights out from me or just kissing on my neck. Like that night.. I didn't realise I was heart searching myself until Yoochun decided to open his eyes at once.
"That's enough, thank you Junsu. I'd fall asleep here if I don't leave now. "
Yoochun stood up from my bed sleepily and didn't realise it until he hit the nightstand accidentally. In a matter of seconds a few of my things on the nightstand thudded onto the floor.
"Oops I'll place them again quick."
Said Yoochun in an apologetic tone at once.
"Alright I'm gonna have a shower. "
I excused myself into the bathroom while Yoochun kept collecting the things on the floor. After about fifteen minutes later I came back into the room after my shower and I saw that Yoochun had replaced everything onto the nightstand the way it was.
Before going to the bed I just checked on my phone randomly but I was surprised to see that there had been four miscalls from Ah In during the time I was inside the bathroom. This guy is nuts.
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ToBeContinued>>>
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