Here we go again.....
My life in the Last few weeks has been a freaking pendelum......back and forth. I can't believe how much i have had to grow up the the last couple of days.....the universe is hitting me with double karma.....if i believed in that stuff anyways.....anything that i did to others has been coming back to me so much more. My head is so full of confusing things that i cannot sort out. All i know is i have been given a second chance to repair a friendship with a friend i care about and i am so grateful.....but i am confused....because in a way, i feel betrayed.....the friendship was destroyed because of an action i do not remember doing.....my own mind has betrayed me. I feel like i am on over an abyss.....holdong onto a friendship that when i look up is not as real as i thought.....the person on the other end has let go.....i have been holding the end of a forgotten friendship...how do u pick that up again??? do u throw it out and hope that the other end is grabbed?? i just want to go back in time and tell myself to grow up...if only i could live my life over again.....a couple of years anyways....if only...if only....if only "if onlys" could happen....i had a random thought that i was going to share...but somehow it doesn't seem to fit into this thread....oh well
N E wayz.....the human population is in danger of decreasing its viability...because of our medical advancements.....each person has the chance to live a long life and therefore contribute to the gene pool...therefore, the stupid and sickly ppl are not weeded out....this not only increases the deletory mutations (each one decreases viability by 2%)in the human popultaions but is also causes bad genes to saturate the population allowing for bad traits to be inherited.....therefore decreasing out viability...statistics show that in less than 12 generations....human viability will decrease by a large amount.....in conlusion.....we are all going to die because stupid people live large in the human populations......TAKE COVER!!!!! lol...sorry about the depressing and slightly sadistic tone of the message...my next one....MIGHT be cheery
N E wayz.....the human population is in danger of decreasing its viability...because of our medical advancements.....each person has the chance to live a long life and therefore contribute to the gene pool...therefore, the stupid and sickly ppl are not weeded out....this not only increases the deletory mutations (each one decreases viability by 2%)in the human popultaions but is also causes bad genes to saturate the population allowing for bad traits to be inherited.....therefore decreasing out viability...statistics show that in less than 12 generations....human viability will decrease by a large amount.....in conlusion.....we are all going to die because stupid people live large in the human populations......TAKE COVER!!!!! lol...sorry about the depressing and slightly sadistic tone of the message...my next one....MIGHT be cheery