"You know that I'm a crazy bitch I do what I want when I feel like it"
I am currently losing my mind.I'm so stressed between school and work. Not to mention I have had like zero time to spend with my friends or have any fun. I really need to have some fun. I get a day off on Tuesday and I have made plans to hang with my friend Laura. So I'm thinking about going to Traverse City. I have to visit my old school and get transcripts sent to the school I am applying to. Its really frustrating because I can't do it from where I'm living now because I no longer have a debit card. I lost my wallet last weekend and had to cancel the old card. Now I have to wait till next week to get a new one in the mail, and its seriously impeding on my life. I can't buy anything on the internet or get any money unless my bank is open. I never realized how much I rely on a piece of plastic, its kind of sickening. Besides that I am stressing really hard about my admissions essay. I have it written but I need someone who actually has went to college and knows what college level writing is to proof read it and make sure it is good enough. Its the only thing standing in my way to getting into Spring Arbor and I am really anxious about it. Also I have assignments due on Sunday for the online class I am taking. I haven't gotten grades for my other assignments yet so I am not sure if I have been doing them right. I don't want to do another one and turn it in till I know I did the first one right. So I'm really frustrated with my professor. Besides all of my school related stress my job has been sucking a lot lately. I got switched onto second shift which is the suckiest shift and I keep making mistakes. It would not be that bad because I know I will get better but its just a little too much on top of my other stress. Also because of the holiday weekend I have to work six days in a row. Three afternoons of which we are a full hotel. Its just super sucky. Also my family wants to spend time with me and my work schedule has gotten in the way of that which is also not helping. Pretty much everything work and school related right now is sucking. Like a giant vacuum. I just really need a break and some fun. I'm going to try to get a new tattoo on my day off. I guess we will see what happens.