daydream
Man, what I would give to eradicate certain people/things from my life.
I'm starting to realize that maybe the source of my recent misery is from the stress of dealing with those people/things. I repressed that idea for a while, having no clue why I would feel random spurts of depression, but now I think I know why. It feels pretty bad. It's getting to the point where I would rather become a recluse and hole up in my room watching movies or reading books all day (to the extreme, i.e. unhealthy).
What happened to me? I used to like everyone and everything. Now the thought of certain people/things are starting to turn me into this miserable, angry monster. I've never been so full of hate before, and I don't know how to get rid of it.
Wow, even writing this just now made me feel a little better. I need to find more ways to blow off steam. I don't want to end up hurting anyone.
I'm starting to realize that maybe the source of my recent misery is from the stress of dealing with those people/things. I repressed that idea for a while, having no clue why I would feel random spurts of depression, but now I think I know why. It feels pretty bad. It's getting to the point where I would rather become a recluse and hole up in my room watching movies or reading books all day (to the extreme, i.e. unhealthy).
What happened to me? I used to like everyone and everything. Now the thought of certain people/things are starting to turn me into this miserable, angry monster. I've never been so full of hate before, and I don't know how to get rid of it.
Wow, even writing this just now made me feel a little better. I need to find more ways to blow off steam. I don't want to end up hurting anyone.