Sep 27, 2006 23:10
Ok so maybe not exactly like it sounds but its true. Once upon a time I was athletic, school came easy, I was constantly out and about with friends (in SB) and I was closer to my family. Lately its been sit on my ass, eat junk food, struggle to get decent grades in school, and chose to sit at home alone and depressed. Well I'm done with that. Camp this summer taught me many things among which is you never know whats going to happen to you or whos going to walk in your life and if you're not happy nothing else matters. I dont know if all that was learned at camp but I can pretend.
So I have taken to excersizing and for the first time in a long time I feel good. Yeah ok so I wake up a little sore every now and then, like today when it hurt to walk, but i feel good about it. And I don't tend to eat junk food, weekend in salinas and sf excluded, my snack drawer is not full of candy and chips and there is not a single soda stashed in my drink stashes in my room (if it were in the kitchen my brother would steal it) My goal is to lose a few pounds so when I get out of a car people dont immediatly tell me i've gained weight. yes I have...that's what happens when you don't think you can do tons of physical activity without hurting your knee, and your school work sucks up your life. But that isn't so much the case anymore.
School is still my life, but I'm going to try and make more time for people. But Starting monday I'm working as a math reader which emans grading 60 student's work of various types on a weekly basis...but for $10.18 an hour so I really can't complain! My only request is don't get mad if i don't have time for you...I really want to, I just can't let myself get that destracted from school it wouldnt be a good idea. Specially if I want to get out of here.
So basically its Liz 2.0 and I'm optimistic about it. LIfe is going grand and it can only get better. It can be anything I make it to be. And your life can too. I lvoe you all but I should get in bed. Good night loves!