Aug 04, 2004 18:29
It's been a really long time since I've updated. Some things have changed, but most are still the same. Still at the same job. I like the job and the people, but I hate working for a big corporation. They really don't care much about their employees. M and I are still together. It's been a year and 3 months. Sometimes it seems like it's been that long, but other times it doesn't.It's been a long bumpy road, and it's just gonna get longer and bumpier. I can handle it though. I've been strong through some shit in my life, and this can be the same. I'm so in love, so that helps me get through it. He's my first love. I thought I was in love once before, but if I knew what love really was...I never would have thought that. A crush is what I had. This is the real thing though. It's tough, but it's so beautiful. I didn't expect it to come the way it did, but I'm glad it finally came. All the things I've always wanted in life are slowly coming together. I have the love I've been waiting years for, now I hope it keeps moving forward. The future looks tough, but I'm ready for it. It looks hard, but so beautiful.