You rock my fucking world.

[peeringeyes]

The last two weeks or so have been fucking great. I am really not used to writting things like this ever, so its very difficult. But, I found something about myself that pisses me off, so the next part will come very easily.

I've realized once more, how jealous I tend to get over STUPID shit... I really don't know why... well I have an idea. I am pretty sure it has something to do with that grand ol' low self esteem I have developed over the years. Woo hoo lucky me.

I honestly don't see why I dislike myself so much though. To be perfectly honest, I don't see too many things about myself that I should hate so much. I am going to talk to my therapist about this tomorrow, maybe he knows of a way I can get better about it.

Has anyone told you how perfect you are? Because someone really should, but
I can't bring myself to do it. One look into your eyes and I freeze. Any compliment
I wish to give you I cannot express well enough with words. And even if I could,
I doubt you would beleive me. So this is how you leave me, torn apart, filled with
emotions unexpressed. One day I will tell you... just how perfect you really are.