The Monarch of Dorkdom
Wow... I really don't know what to say. These last few days have been great. I really don't think I have ever felt this way about anyone... really ever. Most girls I like... its normally just some stupid physical attraction, and they have semi standable personalities. Which is kinda lame... but I never knew any better untill now.
With her its different. I mean, she is super good looking, so don't get me wrong. But, like... its something different. Its so unexplainable and ... just... I really don't even know. I really just need to like... talk about what I am feeling but its just so fucking hard to. I really don't know exactly how to explain it.
All I know is... I want to really want something to happen, relationship wise. I just need to force myself to take things so much slower then normal. And... with the way I feel, I think it will just be so much easier since I really think I actually -like- her.
I just need to force myself to say something... and let her know how I am starting to feel... and that I would like to try some sort of relationship with her. I really just don't want to blow this one. She is so fucking amazing.
With her its different. I mean, she is super good looking, so don't get me wrong. But, like... its something different. Its so unexplainable and ... just... I really don't even know. I really just need to like... talk about what I am feeling but its just so fucking hard to. I really don't know exactly how to explain it.
All I know is... I want to really want something to happen, relationship wise. I just need to force myself to take things so much slower then normal. And... with the way I feel, I think it will just be so much easier since I really think I actually -like- her.
I just need to force myself to say something... and let her know how I am starting to feel... and that I would like to try some sort of relationship with her. I really just don't want to blow this one. She is so fucking amazing.