But I will do you all a favor and leave you be, just as Sarah just have let D be in the first place, but she didn't. She was immature and childish, and thinks that because he is with me that he is not worth the time of day anymore. Just because he's not bowing down at your throne that you've set yourself on doesn't mean he's less of a man. You are an attention seeker and only gave him all of the shit you need because he was directing his attention elsewhere. Here is me directing my attention elsewhere. I don't give a shit about what goes on in your journal and I haven't been following. I just now that you fell in love with Chris and you've never met the guy after giving D shit for falling in love with me when we had our online relationship. Word to the clueless ..there is nothing different about any of that expect the fact that I actually met D before we fell in love. I don't really care about what goes on in your pathetic every day life nor do I really care that only people that have never met you love you, I only care that you gave D so much shit for being with me. I'm not commenting on any comments anymore. Just don't give others shit for the way they live, and I won't come and give you shit anymore. Live and let live.
I'm kind of done with your immaturity now.. so let's have it out. The reason I told Dave that he shouldn't date you is because you're too young-- it had nothing to do with it being an online relationship. I simply told him that no girl dates a man more than twice her age unless she has major issues. Issues with her father? Perhaps she's trying to replace him? 'No' Dave said.. she has a good relationship with her father-- she doesn't get along with her mother. That, I said.. was where the issue must lie.. let's see.. what would piss off a mother more than anything? Knowing that her daughter is making a huge mistake. I also mentioned to Dave that he seems to have a history with girls that have psychological issues-- he concurred. I he even listed 3 or so who had attempted suicide.. so that fit into my theory as well. I told him that he shouldn't date you because you're too young-- that he shouldn't take advantage of you that way. He said that you were wanting to be with him too.. and I said-- she's 19 she doesn't know who she is yet. And that's honestly what I believe. And yes, I don't give a shit about Dave- you can love him and care about him and live with him and do whatever it is you do all you want. Fact still remains that I'm not the one hanging out in your journal trying to attack you for my insecurities. I also noticed that you keep referencing this: " I don't really care about what goes on in your pathetic every day life nor do I really care that only people that have never met you love you" in your comments... if you didn't care what went on in my life, you wouldn't be reading it-- you also seem to have some kind of inferiority complex where I'm concerned-- like I pose some sort of threat to you. Now I'm just going to say this once.. so listen carefully.. I don't want anything that you have. Nothing. In fact, it reads more like you want something that I have-- what that could be, I don't know... and I don't really care. For someone who doesn't admit to having something to defend you're really coming off as defensive. "Just don't give others shit for the way they live, and I won't come and give you shit anymore. Live and let live." Hypocritical isn't it? I didn't post anything about your situation in my journal for a reason-- I respected the situation enough not to make a huge public deal about it-- but you've pushed me over my limit. I'm done being nice and civil and proper. You don't know all of the reasons behind why I stopped talking with Dave. I don't need to explain it to you- it's not my place nor is it even something that crosses my mind. Oh, and the reason I'm not defending my relationship with Chris to you is because I don't feel the need to validate my life to someone as mal-adjusted as yourself. So do us all a favor.. go back to your little world where you're self-admittedly so happy and be happy. Live and let live as you say.
I'm really glad you know what is best for everybody else, but you are wrong. My past should be left in the past as it is over with. It's really a shame that you feel you need to bring it up to support your belief that D and I shouldn't be together. You've made mistakes in the past, you've made mistake in your younger years. But yet, you find it appropriate to hold me responsible for things I did over two years ago. Get back on your white horse and shut up, because you don't know what is best for everybody, and you sure as hell don't know anything about me if you have to bring things up from over two years ago.
Well if I recall correctly I referenced more of your future than your past. I clearly stated that at 19 you have no clue who you are or what you want-- only what you think you want. Like I said before-- no one without issues dates someone more than twice their age. You're obviously looking for something in your life that is missing.
I've never claimed to be perfect-- I've never claimed to know all of the answers-- and I sure as hell have never claimed to have not made mistakes in my past. I'm sure I'll make some in my future too.. the important thing is to learn from said mistakes. That is something I pride myself in. I'm a lot 'older' than my age in that respect and while I've been through some rough times, I wouldn't change my past for anything. And yes.. I do take responsibility for my mistakes.. which is something that everyone should do if only for their own piece of mind and self-respect. I pity people who can't admit to doing something wrong.. it's more of a crime against oneself than against anyone else.
So if you'd like for me to apologize, I'm afraid you're looking to the wrong person. I don't regret anything that I said to Dave about your situation, and he knows that too. But I'm going to say this one more time-- if you're so happy then just go be happy- don't try to create drama. I've been done with high school now for a long time and you've wasted enough of my time.
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I'm kind of done with your immaturity now.. so let's have it out. The reason I told Dave that he shouldn't date you is because you're too young-- it had nothing to do with it being an online relationship. I simply told him that no girl dates a man more than twice her age unless she has major issues. Issues with her father? Perhaps she's trying to replace him? 'No' Dave said.. she has a good relationship with her father-- she doesn't get along with her mother. That, I said.. was where the issue must lie.. let's see.. what would piss off a mother more than anything? Knowing that her daughter is making a huge mistake. I also mentioned to Dave that he seems to have a history with girls that have psychological issues-- he concurred. I he even listed 3 or so who had attempted suicide.. so that fit into my theory as well. I told him that he shouldn't date you because you're too young-- that he shouldn't take advantage of you that way. He said that you were wanting to be with him too.. and I said-- she's 19 she doesn't know who she is yet. And that's honestly what I believe. And yes, I don't give a shit about Dave- you can love him and care about him and live with him and do whatever it is you do all you want. Fact still remains that I'm not the one hanging out in your journal trying to attack you for my insecurities. I also noticed that you keep referencing this: " I don't really care about what goes on in your pathetic every day life nor do I really care that only people that have never met you love you" in your comments... if you didn't care what went on in my life, you wouldn't be reading it-- you also seem to have some kind of inferiority complex where I'm concerned-- like I pose some sort of threat to you. Now I'm just going to say this once.. so listen carefully.. I don't want anything that you have. Nothing. In fact, it reads more like you want something that I have-- what that could be, I don't know... and I don't really care. For someone who doesn't admit to having something to defend you're really coming off as defensive. "Just don't give others shit for the way they live, and I won't come and give you shit anymore. Live and let live." Hypocritical isn't it? I didn't post anything about your situation in my journal for a reason-- I respected the situation enough not to make a huge public deal about it-- but you've pushed me over my limit. I'm done being nice and civil and proper. You don't know all of the reasons behind why I stopped talking with Dave. I don't need to explain it to you- it's not my place nor is it even something that crosses my mind. Oh, and the reason I'm not defending my relationship with Chris to you is because I don't feel the need to validate my life to someone as mal-adjusted as yourself. So do us all a favor.. go back to your little world where you're self-admittedly so happy and be happy. Live and let live as you say.
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I've never claimed to be perfect-- I've never claimed to know all of the answers-- and I sure as hell have never claimed to have not made mistakes in my past. I'm sure I'll make some in my future too.. the important thing is to learn from said mistakes. That is something I pride myself in. I'm a lot 'older' than my age in that respect and while I've been through some rough times, I wouldn't change my past for anything. And yes.. I do take responsibility for my mistakes.. which is something that everyone should do if only for their own piece of mind and self-respect. I pity people who can't admit to doing something wrong.. it's more of a crime against oneself than against anyone else.
So if you'd like for me to apologize, I'm afraid you're looking to the wrong person. I don't regret anything that I said to Dave about your situation, and he knows that too. But I'm going to say this one more time-- if you're so happy then just go be happy- don't try to create drama. I've been done with high school now for a long time and you've wasted enough of my time.
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