Feb 28, 2006 18:17
*in a monotone voice*
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Chemistry is still kicking my ass repeatedly.
So I asked Mrs.Rose what we got on our test today.
68.
Not including that backpage which I half-heartly completed cause I was so worn out by the stupid multiple choice part.
Sixty eight isn't so bad.
But if I wanna be in NHS next year, I best down a package of red bull and start getting it together.
Last week I was like "I'M GOING TO DO WELL ON THIS TEST! I'M GOING TO DO WELL ON THIS TEST!"
I guess just thinking really hard about it and trying a little bit doesn't work.
And whoo I'm getting pretty depressed lately, to the point where I forgot to eat one day. I don't even remember what day it was.
The only time I cheer up is when I go talk to some of the tempo people.
They cheer me up a tad bit.
So quitting AIM was going horribly.
But I'm getting better.
I haven't gotten on in two days.
Yayyyy.
But.
Giving up the internet for Lent which starts tomorrow.
So.
I'm pretty excited.
I wanna go to the mall though. And buy "Without You" a memoir by Anthony Rapp, who plays Mark Cohen in RENT. Of course finish the Ga'Hoole series which I started in like middle school I think and I never finished it. Because when I started the author was starting the series so the books were being released one by one and I stopped at the third book, they're really short too, like an easy reading level. So while I'm off the internet I read. Also want to take piano lessons. Come on guys! IMAGINE HOW MUCH FREE TIME I WOULD GET FROM NOT GETTING ON THE COMPUTER!
I also want to go clothes shopping, since I'd like some dress clothes to look nice in awhile. Plus my sunday school uniform needs a new pair of pants, I've been wearing a skirt everytime I go and sometimes it's not exactly warm outside. :X
But I'm still here so I suppose I'm not that depressed. I just say I am cause at times. It feels like my world is so blannnnnd.
I laugh at the cruel things cause they amuse me cause happiness and such makes me cring somewhat.
But hey let's not sound like a cynical old hag now!
:D