Champagne
Holy Crap, last day of groundation! I have waited for this for 2 weeks, with Fred Durst and my flashing caller id light bein in sync with my clock ticks, with my room spotless cuz I'm gonna abandon it even though its been there for me through my lonely times. BUT!! October 4th! HalloScream AND visiting Brian! *sigh* Never hungout with him outside of school now that we're a couple. The guy sittin next to me is stoned, I'm in school, and its not fair. Where were you when we were gettin high? Maybe payin my fine in court. Hey, how do you get yer significant other to not do something you don't want him to do but don't want him to feel trapped? I want him to know how I feel and want him to care what I think. It's his choice, but do I have a say now if we're a we? I dunno cuz! But I want him to not do it! I have to let him know, but I don't wanna tell him what to do. I wouldn't do something for him, that should count... Lately, damn, I juss wanna puke, for being so pathetic, with the whole, never stop thinkin bout Brian thing. Its girly as hell! I need to meet up with nonfeminine side again, I miss it. But I did get down and dirty with my brakes this week. Justin and Ashley, doesn't look too good for u guys, and its only the beginning. But you do what you have to, I'll still be here. I'm the only one left for you guys. Damn that is true! I'm all you guys have... isn't that just nice! :c ) Special! K, school sucks before the bell rings for second period!