"I'll be good"
God! I cried so much today, it was terrible, I don't think I cried so much since my first bird died! Holy Ish! I love you Lea and Andria, yer always there no matter what! I miss Nate, Danny helps a lot tho. Sometimes I feel like being nice is the wrong thing to be, I dunno it doesn't seem to be workin too well. Crew got drunk tonight... cept me and Justin, he might of done it fer me so he wouldn't do anything that would make me sad. He thinks I have the best mum in the world, she knows so much and helped a lot even though it may seem like she embarrassed me. :c ) Its all good, its hard to get embarrassed in front of the dawgs anyway, specially fer me. Beer is so nasty, I don't like when Runny is drunk he's kinda dead. lol This shit is twisted. Like a pretzel not a peemp hehe. I'm glad Ashley and Justin care bout me, but I don't understand why ashley would be mad at me. She never lets someone be mad at her and she never wants to feel guilty, she'll juss be mad at you which makes things worse. But her bein drunk makes her think more. I drove the Intrepid... shits weird, I din't realize how much Club XS is easy to drive, and I feel safe. We met some thugs tonite! like 10 of em at the beach! They were off the heezy. I'm doin real well in school. I hope I keep it up! I'm so tired... cryin wears u out like a bitch! Everything is pretty much worked out, I hope it lasts for a while. I'm tiyte with the gurls AND guys! Runny you rock (when yer sober)!!!