Aug 06, 2003 22:23
WeLL! What the hell have I been doin? Haven't been on here since... Sunday mornin. Crazy. School is the shit! About the whole english honors thing... I dunno!! I might juss have to stay there since my schedule is pretty good. Club XS got fixed that one day Jeff looked at it... all gravy. Don't tell me I hate you when I don't. You can think I hate you when I tell you. Don't make it seem like you want me to hate you to cause a lil drama for the life of no drama fer me. God, I miss a certain someone but don't wanna admit it. I heard this certain someone said somethin to our friends to make it seem like that certain someone hates me. I don't miss the times where this person doesn't smile, and hardly ever does. But I do miss this person's smile when this person does smile. I don't wanna say sorry cuz I don't wanna seem like I did anything wrong. I don't wanna say its wrong cuz that means I wanna stop but I don't. Saying sorry means you'll never do it again, but that isn't gonna happen. I know I was selfish, I can be like that, but its something new. And new is working out for me. AhHh! I'm startin to sound like every other emo person in thier journal. I love my sis cuz she is in my grade and she is gonna walk with me with our sexy cap and gown, curly or straight you'll always me my shley YaY! So... my day was good. The End