The Golden rule

Aug 15, 2006 16:09

Saw justin, he always makes me realize what a bad criticiser I am lol. Oh well, get used to it. I get it from my mama. The ex is havin a baby with a fatty. I think I might be one of the very few my age who worries about the future. Well it just seems that way right now, hopefully things will change when i go back to school. Finding better things doesn't mean I am a gold digger, it just means I don't want to have to take care of a loser husband my whole life. They will help out with the bills, chores and kids. They won't sit on their ass drinkin or smokin all day. He will know how to have fun but know the limits as well. Yes, life isn't all about money, that's not why I am going to school or finding someone better. Without SOME money you won't get to experience new things. Or travel. Or make your kids feel like they wear shitty clothes and aren't as cool as the other kids at school. By becoming successful I will make others proud and love what I do. I can hang out with loser people, thats ok, i just won't let them bring me down. I will find something I am good at, I promise. Something that I love to do, that I can handle doing till I'm 60. I am so glad I have a blank slate to work with. Tons of kids my age have a slate they can do anything with, they just won't take complete advantage of it. I guess I am startin early.
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