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Stitch is my new squirrel. He's like 11 weeks old. I'm on vacation with Daniel right now, yet all alone. I wish things were how they used to be. Like buying me little things when he went to the gas station or giving me good back scratches. It sucks to know guys don't care after they know they have you. And then later on when you still expect the little things that make you happy, they are never going to come back. Things change and it sucks. I want the goosebumps again and the huge feeling in yer stomach for something so small. Now when I come home, I'm not even acknowledged, I'm lucky if I get a kiss. I say I love you first 95% of the time. I give you the hugs 99% of the time. I care 100% more than you do or show. When I cry, it doesn't affect you as much as it has before. You call me names more than any other thing you do. I hate when guys aren't sweet. You know when girls break up with guys for no reason.... I fugured out the reason. Girls get bored, yes, you need to be the same person you were before you knew you totally had me. To see you not trying is boring. The reason I'm bored though, is because I am totally and utterly ignored. You can't just be with me and be happy anymore. You have to have someone else there to talk to so it is easier for you to ignore me. It gets so frustrating. I feel sorry for all the girls in the world today. They care too fucking much. It's the worst feeling when your the one who cares most.