Apr 21, 2004 10:41
Well, I try to do whatever I can to make evryone happy, but it always seems I do everything wrong.
To: You know who you are:
You threw shit in my face yet again. I'm never there yet I need to do my part. I do things for my sister because I love her and want her to be happy. Yet... you hang up on me like everyone has done at least once or twice to me when I never do it to anyone. The world hates me. I have nothing, but yet I still give that away to everyone too. Here's my nothingness to make everyone around me happy. I go to school and work (sometimes), I guess that's not enough. And when I'm not doing that I hang out with people who act like they love me. Danny and Ashley are my favorite people right now. They tell me they care and don't look down on me for having nothing. I just try to get through each day not showing that I have no clue what to in the future and I stress over it everyday. I hate my life because I don't know what to do with it. I suck at being a person. But I can try to be a good boyfriend and sister and friend since I fail at everything else. I try to make some people happy who actually like me. If it wasn't for Danny and Ashley in my life, I wouldn't find a good reason to stay around. I know they would be sad if I was gone so I'm gonna tough it out and love as much as I can. Thats all I have left to give.