Feb 13, 2004 10:19
18... yes I am. Everyone wants me to go to the club tonight, but I don't like that atmosphere too much. There is a lot of unknown people. Uncomfortable, plus I'm having tract problems lol. The max of uncomfortabilty. The club is back on the road in cape coral with my step bro. Son of a... But I'm thinkin bout the old days a whole lot. Everything is so weird now, its like a soap opera. I like some parts, the whole having my wonderful danny. But sister is not around... Justin well... he's somewhere where none of us are at all the time. Black people for ashley again. Nate is a party mammal. Me and Danny have each other, unless there is a party tonight like at Sisters!!!!This lil freshman boy just came up to me and said he had a flower for me for v-day but he gave it away cuz its 4th period and he was carrying it for too long. Sweet. Me and Danny are both broke... haha. Oh well, we do nothing but are satisfied. I hate working. I'm gonna learn back up and carving in a week tho. This sunday I'm learnin carvin... yep me carving since I'm 18! Thats exciting. I think Lea loves me again. :c ) That's relieving. Half day monday... lovin it. I think I'm finally gettin use to havin a boyfriend. I love that boy so much, especially if I'm not annoyed by him now. That is such a good sign, I think its cuz I fell in love with him when I knew him very well. He needs to move outta that house tho, its not fair to him. I wish he could go somewhere else. I wish I made more money so we could be somewhere else together, I'll figure out something, I always do. I luv yall... wait lemme give you a list of the only people I hate:
James Atkins
NY Flava arabian
Gionese
But what is weird is I couldn't kill em lol even tho I do hate em. :c ) Love you who arent on my list!