May 01, 2005 10:19
well, happy may day. iv had so much going on i feel like im being slingshotted from one edge of the galaxy to the other.
i have so much to update, but time is limited, so ill be brief with my topics...
caryn and i broke it off, unfortunately. she is the sweetest ever, and i REALLY like her, but distance is always difficult. damn this sux... just when you think you found something good.
i put in my two weeks with my company,i hate working this store anyways. im going home to my store.
jess and i "broke up". when really, i just needed a few days to think about the shit in my head, but i guess she just doesnt want to hang out anymore. i guess she got really upset, and she was mad she had to do her project alone; and i wouldnt put my dinner on hold to come help her find her goldfish, and i was tired of hearing about her big decision. i guess she told lori that im being a horrible friend, and so lori is upset too. oh drama drama...funny how personal space threatens some people.
my family is falling apart. my brother is stuipd, my mom is being driven up the war with court hearings, dan is still a jackass... makes me wish i could just stay im dekalb and rot.
a week ago i was brave enough to go out and introduce myself to some new people here... and i am pleasantly suprised atmy warm reception.my social life is picking up a little, expanding my circle,you could say. Iv been to a few parties with Yo! and Dee, and weve had a really good time. but once again there is a delima, im going home for the summer... and well distance killed the last good thing i had. where does this leave me now?
while my social scene has been pretty fucking good lately... you can imagine that i ahvent really picked up my achedemics... aahhh!!! i can never win.
i saw asheli last night at brookes, she was really drunk, and it was really funny. shes just a little cutie. but i feel bad becuase she seems to be having a little trouble with the ladies.
i had a really good thursday night. toni, jenn, Yo! and i went to listen to Ingrid Rivera. She is amazing. she is a lesbian poet that travels with her own show, and reads. wow, i was so intrigued, on top of the fact that she is gorgeous. wow, defintly have to see her performance again.
well, were off to gabble some brunch, later.