it rained on this beautiful day in the neighborhood.
i called lara last night, bc i saw her painful entry and she left me a voicemail even sadder. it always happens to be me that she gets her angry "episode" with every 6 months, but no matter what i still lover her. and our 15 mintute coversation cheered me up, even though i wasnt really that sad. it sounded like i made her happier in some way. the whole thing going on with G pisses me off. everyone knows how i feel about him and if i have a super-psycho killing spree, he will be the first to die. he needs to leave her alone. he has no business with her anymore. G if you read this than FUCK YOU! she does NOT want you. get over it. actually...noone wants you, and if they do, i dont know why. if anyone else endangers lara in any way, i will have to kill you. seriously.