blogging is no longer cathartic
i feel like lamenting about how swiftly time has flown by and how horrified i am to discover that i'm already halfway through year 2 of law school. but i think i should spend more time reading cases instead.
days in school have been very pleasant (: i cannot begin expressing how thankful i am for the friends God has given me in law school. and i'm very thankful for vcf, for ches-ed. the study into hebrews has been a great blessing and source of encouragement and nourishment. fellowship is wonderful. and i am actually looking forward to anntic (:
but still, my soul yearns for a deeper relationship with God, a greater love for my precious Saviour. it longs to experience Him more fully in my life, to feel His presence, to submit more and more to His will and direction. and yet, the flesh is weak. so easily i turn my back on spiritual things, too easily i succumb to the allure of the world. and my heart, being deceitful, has led me so often to think that what i'm doing is okay, is pleasing to God, when deep down inside me i know it is not.
i don't know what to make of all this. and even though i say i want Your name to be glorified, even though i say i want your will to be done, am i really glorifying You? am i really submitting all to You?
Patience is indeed a virtue.
days in school have been very pleasant (: i cannot begin expressing how thankful i am for the friends God has given me in law school. and i'm very thankful for vcf, for ches-ed. the study into hebrews has been a great blessing and source of encouragement and nourishment. fellowship is wonderful. and i am actually looking forward to anntic (:
but still, my soul yearns for a deeper relationship with God, a greater love for my precious Saviour. it longs to experience Him more fully in my life, to feel His presence, to submit more and more to His will and direction. and yet, the flesh is weak. so easily i turn my back on spiritual things, too easily i succumb to the allure of the world. and my heart, being deceitful, has led me so often to think that what i'm doing is okay, is pleasing to God, when deep down inside me i know it is not.
i don't know what to make of all this. and even though i say i want Your name to be glorified, even though i say i want your will to be done, am i really glorifying You? am i really submitting all to You?
Patience is indeed a virtue.