SIGH.
i'm sorry this is not going to be a happy post.
little things can go towards triggering a major reaction. i just feel absolutely lousy now, even though there really is not much reason for me to feel that way.
maybe it's kend feeling down and stressed. your friends' moods really do affect how you feel. kend looks out of sorts nowadays, and she's been getting insomnia too. i'm worried for her. i just hope her driving test quickly comes and she passes so she'll have one less thing on her mind. kidsplay too. though it's fun to work on it, i think there's just too many things to handle, the budget's a major problem ugh - it's just stressing her up. ying's not looking too perky herself either. constantly falling ill, so pale... what is happening?!
and i just got feedback for research progress on statutory memorandum. it's just feedback and i know i didn't bother writing too much for it, so i asked for it. but sigh, i just have no motivation to touch the memo now. i don't want to read about unfair practices, i don't want to care about the stupid parliamentary debates, i don't want to log into lawnet one more time, i don't want to care i don't want to care i don't want to care. dammit i just wanna quit law school and seriously, even though i keep saying this i actually did think about it seriously. i did actually sit down, did think about the pros and cons, did weigh them up before coming to a decision to stick it out. but every so often i question my decision. UNI WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE THIS PAINFUL.
ohLord, help me please. help me to enjoy my studies, to study hard for your glory. help me not to be a quitter, to persevere, to do my best, to trust that Your grace is sufficient for me.
for Your strength is made perfect in my weakness, and if through all this Your name will be magnified Lord, then i pray Your will be done. humble me Lord, remind me of who You are, how great You are and how small and insignificant i am. a broken and contrite heart Lord, a broken and contrite heart.
little things can go towards triggering a major reaction. i just feel absolutely lousy now, even though there really is not much reason for me to feel that way.
maybe it's kend feeling down and stressed. your friends' moods really do affect how you feel. kend looks out of sorts nowadays, and she's been getting insomnia too. i'm worried for her. i just hope her driving test quickly comes and she passes so she'll have one less thing on her mind. kidsplay too. though it's fun to work on it, i think there's just too many things to handle, the budget's a major problem ugh - it's just stressing her up. ying's not looking too perky herself either. constantly falling ill, so pale... what is happening?!
and i just got feedback for research progress on statutory memorandum. it's just feedback and i know i didn't bother writing too much for it, so i asked for it. but sigh, i just have no motivation to touch the memo now. i don't want to read about unfair practices, i don't want to care about the stupid parliamentary debates, i don't want to log into lawnet one more time, i don't want to care i don't want to care i don't want to care. dammit i just wanna quit law school and seriously, even though i keep saying this i actually did think about it seriously. i did actually sit down, did think about the pros and cons, did weigh them up before coming to a decision to stick it out. but every so often i question my decision. UNI WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE THIS PAINFUL.
ohLord, help me please. help me to enjoy my studies, to study hard for your glory. help me not to be a quitter, to persevere, to do my best, to trust that Your grace is sufficient for me.
for Your strength is made perfect in my weakness, and if through all this Your name will be magnified Lord, then i pray Your will be done. humble me Lord, remind me of who You are, how great You are and how small and insignificant i am. a broken and contrite heart Lord, a broken and contrite heart.