even though my thoughts are fading, i can still see your face
i'm sick. i have a high fever. i'm spacing out and probably hallucinating, but the small viking with a davy crockett hat on sitting on top of the candy cane tree with marshmallow leaves can't figure it out either. i'm physically drained. i'm emotionally drained. my family views me as just a drain of money. my grades are never good enough. i'm too sloppy. i'm too lazy, even though i do what i'm told. (maybe if they told me to go above and beyond the normal call of duty, they'd be surprised)
what is encouraging is that i have a few friends who love me. one will probably bring my sick self some soup tomorrow (hopefully). she will thusly rule more. one is probably secretly mad at me, but doesn't want to get into an argument (i don't mean to hurt anyone). and one is coming down this weekend to hang out and bring a cheery mood. and all the rest are cool too, but unless they bring me soup or visit me this weekend, they don't get mentioned...everyone's usually mad at me anyways. eh.
i think i'll go pass out now. come my dwarven friend, to the caramel river!
what is encouraging is that i have a few friends who love me. one will probably bring my sick self some soup tomorrow (hopefully). she will thusly rule more. one is probably secretly mad at me, but doesn't want to get into an argument (i don't mean to hurt anyone). and one is coming down this weekend to hang out and bring a cheery mood. and all the rest are cool too, but unless they bring me soup or visit me this weekend, they don't get mentioned...everyone's usually mad at me anyways. eh.
i think i'll go pass out now. come my dwarven friend, to the caramel river!