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[peeling_inside]

About what's going on inside my head, and in my life right now..........


Positive

Scream at me to get it out
Go ahead scream and shout
I'm here to tell you what is true
Revealing the lies I gave to you

And so what if I can't stand me
And so what if I'm not happy
And so what if everything I've been has been so wrong and full of sin

To you I'm just a boy
Not much more then a childs toy
Raised having to obey
Every word you'd ever say

And so what if I can't stand me
And so what if I'm not happy
And so what if everything I've been has been so wrong and full of sin

I'm just dying
Dying inside
You have to listen
I can't hide
Everything I said I'd do
Finally has fallen through

And what now should I do
Is it what you want me to
Should I find another way
To do what you always say

And so what if I can't stand me
And so what if I'm not happy
And so what if everything I've been has been so wrong and full of sin

So hear me, just hear me now
I'm failing and fading out
Don't need the screams about your way
Just tell me it'll be ok