its just the human condition.
My existence has deteriorated to the point where all that remains is a residue of rust and limestone dust.
Anxiety has eroded my soul and Restricted my being. ITS RUINING M E.
I wake up everynight in a panic attack.
I never know the origin of the anxiety or what triggered it.
Im going into the docter to get drugs.
I hope he doesnt tell me to put the Lime in the coconut and shake it all up. Ive tried it. Doesnt work.
My Little consience is nauseated with all the emotional turbulence.
I held its Hair back while i handed it a barf bag.
Last night, Anna, Katie, Renee and I all went to 'La Pechet' up on Capitol hill.
We smoked a whole pack of American Spirits and thoroughly disscussed everything possible.
existentialism.
Aladin.
Marco polo.
God.
The great gatsby.
Mom.
summer.
Buddah.
and Metabolism.
After our minds were slightly Impaired and under the regiem of alcohol we deffinatly danced. Where there was no dancing.
The quote of the night was :
"people are in awe of us because our life has fuck to it"
- Renee.
Next day Renee and I Biked the Bertgillman Trail all the way from Sandpoint to Freemont.
When i got off my bike my legs were like boneless flanks of rubber.
I couldnt walk at all.
I felt my brain connect to every cell in my body.
Every atom was moving extra fast.
There was a crazy dance party in every neucleus.
I Felt the vitality surge through my bloodstream.
I must say i was quite alive.
Umm. somthing happend along time ago that i never wrote about.
No one knew about it.
Gen and i Were sleeping on her bed.
And we both hear the Icecream man and jump up and dash out of the house barefoot.
and searched the streets for twenty minutes wondering if the ding-a-ling we were hearing was just a hullucination.
It was really ....good.
......
HOPE> IM sorry i didnt call you to go over to Seattle with me the other day,
I woke up twenty minutes before the ferry left and in the rush i completly forgot to call you. ( and i didnt have the number of where you were staying )
GEN> Right now i Hope youre wrapped in a million yards of slimy seaweed. ( well.. acctually not, because its two in the morning )
((But when you get back im deffinatly calling you a seaweed buritto))
EMILY> WEre over due for a hang out...theres gonna be a HUGE ASS FEE. we just need some soda and Gum and a sun.
BETHANY> im wearing your pants right now. They make me so happy. More then any other article of clothing on the face of this earth. I want to see you .
GEN> speaking of happy inducing clothing.... Can i have the green zip-up? Ill give you my Yellow trench coat.
MATT> Ummm. I mis syou.
GODZILLA> get the fuck out of my house.
Over. and > OUT>
Anxiety has eroded my soul and Restricted my being. ITS RUINING M E.
I wake up everynight in a panic attack.
I never know the origin of the anxiety or what triggered it.
Im going into the docter to get drugs.
I hope he doesnt tell me to put the Lime in the coconut and shake it all up. Ive tried it. Doesnt work.
My Little consience is nauseated with all the emotional turbulence.
I held its Hair back while i handed it a barf bag.
Last night, Anna, Katie, Renee and I all went to 'La Pechet' up on Capitol hill.
We smoked a whole pack of American Spirits and thoroughly disscussed everything possible.
existentialism.
Aladin.
Marco polo.
God.
The great gatsby.
Mom.
summer.
Buddah.
and Metabolism.
After our minds were slightly Impaired and under the regiem of alcohol we deffinatly danced. Where there was no dancing.
The quote of the night was :
"people are in awe of us because our life has fuck to it"
- Renee.
Next day Renee and I Biked the Bertgillman Trail all the way from Sandpoint to Freemont.
When i got off my bike my legs were like boneless flanks of rubber.
I couldnt walk at all.
I felt my brain connect to every cell in my body.
Every atom was moving extra fast.
There was a crazy dance party in every neucleus.
I Felt the vitality surge through my bloodstream.
I must say i was quite alive.
Umm. somthing happend along time ago that i never wrote about.
No one knew about it.
Gen and i Were sleeping on her bed.
And we both hear the Icecream man and jump up and dash out of the house barefoot.
and searched the streets for twenty minutes wondering if the ding-a-ling we were hearing was just a hullucination.
It was really ....good.
......
HOPE> IM sorry i didnt call you to go over to Seattle with me the other day,
I woke up twenty minutes before the ferry left and in the rush i completly forgot to call you. ( and i didnt have the number of where you were staying )
GEN> Right now i Hope youre wrapped in a million yards of slimy seaweed. ( well.. acctually not, because its two in the morning )
((But when you get back im deffinatly calling you a seaweed buritto))
EMILY> WEre over due for a hang out...theres gonna be a HUGE ASS FEE. we just need some soda and Gum and a sun.
BETHANY> im wearing your pants right now. They make me so happy. More then any other article of clothing on the face of this earth. I want to see you .
GEN> speaking of happy inducing clothing.... Can i have the green zip-up? Ill give you my Yellow trench coat.
MATT> Ummm. I mis syou.
GODZILLA> get the fuck out of my house.
Over. and > OUT>