May 25, 2005 08:49
Dear Hope Davison,
Somthing i hate about the English language is that the words were made before i felt.
its hard to express my emotion with words that arnt custome fit to what i have to say.
So when i say "i love you", it doesnt mean exactly what i have to say.
But heres the closest i can get to what i am trying to get to you in this restricted language:
Hope, I'm so exceedingly greatful that youre in my life, I have experienced so many amazing things with you.
Its sublime.
Weve cultivated such a phenomenal and devine relationship. I get frantic when ever i think of loosing it.
If you ever do leave me ( for some reason) just know that you have left the deepest groove in my memory.
There is no way possible that i could forget even a second of what has happend.
You have redesigned my head and revived my heart.
Im am so thankful that youre with me.
I love you so much its almost ludicrous.
ill see you soon.
HAPPY BRITHDAY.
( im sorry i coouldnt be with you on it. )