CHICKIDEEE

[peelee]

I went to church bra-less this morning.
It felt nice.

Yesterday was moms birthday,
Shes so old now.
its insane.

I tink im going insane.
I really do.
i am skitso.

last night i was talking to my sister, peacfully.

and i randomly get up and open the door, stick out my head.
And start growling really hard and loud.

She was like. Jenny, what the fuck are youdoing.

I thought i was barking at a racoon on the back deck.
but really. there was no racoon.

I swear i saw one.

Renee came home yesterday.
We dropped Chrissy off at JJs.
It was so strang.e

I felt like it was summer again.
When all four of my older sisters worked at JJs.
THe sun was shining.
I was all gubbly warm.
everything was glowing.
PIXIES were loud in my ears.
My nerves were so loose and my blood was thin and tingled every cell in my body.
it was a repete of last summer.

To me, this has been the most anxious anticipation for summer i have ever been through.
./// Im always excited for summer.
But this time. IM just soaring.
I cant wait.

I love the brief swirls and twirls of andreniline that i get just thinking about summe.r

Yahoo.

Modest mouse makes me .... Feel werid.

KISS MEEEEE