panic at the disco
i hate feeling jealous. i hate feeling like im going to lose out. now i know she was his friend before i ever came in the picture but i dont want him to choose her over me. now i have it in my head that they're going to get back together and it makes my stomach hurt. but i try to remember they had 2 years to work things out and they haven't and he and i are going away together. that has to count for something, right? and i guess it's going to what it's going to be and either way i will live. just hate feeling like this. wish i could stop. and it's like she knows i get jealous too and she rubs it in my face. ugh!