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okay so maybe i have some fucking unresolved anger issues from back when you said you were straight and all i really was to you was a fucking sex toy, even after stupid months of believing you were SO TOTALLY IT, but kent is not in london so fuck off out like you're living here again 'cos i'm really not in the mood for being used anymore.
damn damn damn i really really hate this whole thing and fuck i'm really reconsidering the whole needs therapy thing. and atleast my excuse this time won't be 'cause lee thinks i'm too crazycrazy to ever get with him. 'cos wow i'm that fucking desperate to get laid these days that i need to see a fucking therapist first before anyone wants to get anywhere near me? and well yeah, that was an EXCUSE. and being pretty damn messed up in the head should qualify as reason enough. huh?
i need to quit being so emoteen. i swear it's not good for your health or something. like throwing up like a supermodel and smoking like a crackwhore ever was anyway. ha. yeah.
damn damn damn i really really hate this whole thing and fuck i'm really reconsidering the whole needs therapy thing. and atleast my excuse this time won't be 'cause lee thinks i'm too crazycrazy to ever get with him. 'cos wow i'm that fucking desperate to get laid these days that i need to see a fucking therapist first before anyone wants to get anywhere near me? and well yeah, that was an EXCUSE. and being pretty damn messed up in the head should qualify as reason enough. huh?
i need to quit being so emoteen. i swear it's not good for your health or something. like throwing up like a supermodel and smoking like a crackwhore ever was anyway. ha. yeah.