Mar 13, 2007 18:16
Ok, it’s time to break out the LJ. I’m feeling emo as shit right about now, and it’s all Katie’s fault. She’s finally popped up on Facebook, and it just reminds me how much I miss her. And Dylan. And Leah. And SarahKat, and Erin and Jeff, and Lawson, and, fuck it, everybody. I love you all, and you’re not here.
I know, I’ve got friends here. Thank god I still have some friends around. I love them dearly too. That doesn’t seem to make it better. At least I see Kate and Erin and Jeff and ever SarahKat once in a while. But Japan’s fucking far away. And I’ve actually gone and looked up airfare to Tokyo. Twice.
I’d be nice to win the lottery or something.
My life has become nothing but projects and actions, crafted towards notions of business plans and resumes. That’s not an end, it’s a means. The whole point is to make enough money to be able to live while I surround myself with friends I love. That’s hard to do when they live all over the world.
friends,
emo,
lonely