My Life sucks..... I hate it....
I hate my life.... things never go the way they were planned.... well chris was supposed to take me home and help with my pool and well i talked to him about it in 2nd period and he said he don't know because he might go to sams club and fill out an application.... and he had to talk to sean or however you spell it... and then he'd tell me. well I had been looking forward to that all weekend.... we're speechuel... but i don't know what to feel... i feel crushed yet understanding, i want to cry, yet i don't.... just don't know what to feel...... my world is crumbling around me...... into darkness and hell.... which is apparently where i'm destined because god hates me right now... because obviously nothing is working out right.... drama is evil... and i hate it... leave it on the stage and in the movies ONLY!!!!!!!!!!! well later.... too hurt to talk.....