Just finished a Science test....
This test was a pain in the butt!!! Matt, this really mean, tall asian 10th grader, was being mean to me again... and so I barely hit him on the back... well I he verbally abuses me every day at lunch and I don't say anything... well he gets all mad at me because I tell him that it's like the same thing as physical abuse... what a creep... oh well, Britt. came back from the beach yesterday and came to school today... I am soo glad too. She makes every day at school easier to deal with because she is my friend and cares about me... Friends.... Something I don't have a lot of... everyone says it's my fault.. well ok it is but still. I can't help i'm annoying or mean... It's how I was treated and thats the only way I know how to treat others.. I try not to be mean but It's soo hard when everyone puts you down and judges you on your looks before your personality. Highschool's tough and I'm not tough enough I guess. Too much drama. Everyday something different... or at least it's masked by a difference, nothing is ever different, just wearing a different face. Everyone, including family, think they know you, that they have you figured out to a science. But the never really know the REAL you... The story of my life... I can't even go through life liking someone without them finding out and either practically throwing up or grossing out or telling the whole world.. I gave up a long time ago... no use.. just gets you made fun of. well I have to go so bye!!