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what a fucking week.. my birthday was sunday.. and monday was ..yeah.. it kinda hit me but not comes n goes.. like ill try not to think bout it. and il lsee her picture or something and then it hits me that shes really gone.. never coming back.. and all the things shes going to miss out on in life.. it fucking sucks n i dont cope with death well at all.. it happens to often in my family and now this..didnt go to school today.. cuoldnt get my act together this morning.. i was a mess. tomorow.. school.. then laurens and then the wake.. friday.. school.. then the pit party.. were throwing a beer bottle in the fire in memory of jess..i think shesin a better place now.. at least i keep telling myself that.. a place where people like marie cant corupt and do this to the people that dont diserve it..i wish i could sjut tell everyone to please be carefull.. dont get in the car if they dont have the license.. let alone under the influence.. guys.. i cant stress enough pleaseee wear the damn seatbelt.. it makes all the difference.. meg was suposed to be in that car.. im soo glad she wasnt cause id be twice as bad..i dont like talking bout it..im shutting the world out..
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