i asked him

[peeeece]

I asked him to promise me forever, and he couldn't.

I asked him to promise me a year, and he couldn't.

So i asked him to tell me he loved me, and he rolled his eyes.

"I love you"

This is not what i wanted to happen.

I can feel the life floating away from our relationship, just like he can feel me tense when we kiss.

Its not like we're married. I'm not asking for that. I'm not asking for anything. I don't want that. I don't need that.

What i need is him.

And he's become so blinded to that, there's no point trying.

But if i give up.

I've lost him.