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I've been so crazy lately that I can't even write about it because I feel so damn crazy. Like,,everything is changing this year..why didn't this happen in high school? I'm boring myself.Like, completely boring myself. I need a hobby (ewwwwwwwww I hate that word). I'm dating my I-pod. It's just always there for me to tune the world out. Fuck, I need other interests. I can't start and finish anything. I want to write more about me, but I just get bored with it. I can't even fill out my facebook profile.
I'm actually completely turned off by the dating process. or the flirting process. So, I have only a few crushes all of which are on Grey's Anatomy. I haven't felt excited for someone in a long time...except for the irish boy which only lasted about a day.
I'm borderline hypocondriac...which pretty much means that I'm living through a tv show..greys anatomy.
I don't want to have sex with random guys anymore..I'm reading a lot on queer theory...and it is making me annoyed with heterosexism. I want my next guy to be able to sign a 'privelege-contract"...that identifies that he has power and privelge. I'm sick of the guys that are either okay with feminism, or make the uncomfertable jokes...However, sometimes I feel like I just want to fuck. Most of the time lately..I feel completely un-interested in sex..or the need to be with someone..so why even bother writing this.
anyways
i made banana chocolate chip muffins for some of my classmates tomorrow.
I'm actually completely turned off by the dating process. or the flirting process. So, I have only a few crushes all of which are on Grey's Anatomy. I haven't felt excited for someone in a long time...except for the irish boy which only lasted about a day.
I'm borderline hypocondriac...which pretty much means that I'm living through a tv show..greys anatomy.
I don't want to have sex with random guys anymore..I'm reading a lot on queer theory...and it is making me annoyed with heterosexism. I want my next guy to be able to sign a 'privelege-contract"...that identifies that he has power and privelge. I'm sick of the guys that are either okay with feminism, or make the uncomfertable jokes...However, sometimes I feel like I just want to fuck. Most of the time lately..I feel completely un-interested in sex..or the need to be with someone..so why even bother writing this.
anyways
i made banana chocolate chip muffins for some of my classmates tomorrow.