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[peed_pants]

I wait
for him to come home
for him to get offline so that he will hear what it is i have to say
for him to finish everything esle before i'm concered
for him to show me he cares
for him to tell me he loves me
for him to lay near me(not cuddle but at least in the same bed)
for him to complent me
for him to help me
for him to spend time with me
for him to inclued me
sometimes it happens but because i've waited so long it doesnt seem worth it
sometimes i feel others will never happen
sometimes i feel he's planning so much for his kids furtures but what about us? here and now?
when will i bee showed that i'm appciated?
when will i stop waiting?