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Well, I think I'll post today... I have 30 minutes until class starts. I hope this day goes well. It started out REALLY REALLY REALLY good!! I woke up, looked online, and Henry had wrote me a message! So I sent him back an IM, and then we decided that we both needed hugs, so I headed over to Henry's for a couple of hours. I then went and had lunch with my girlies (b/c I love them so much!) and then I came back to study for a little while.
Test Tomorrow! YUCK!! THEN 3 NEXT WEEK... AND A PAPER DUE. :( THIS SUCKS!! MIDTERMS SUCK, NOT TO MENTION 2 OF THEM ARE ON MY BIRTHDAY. AND I HAVE, HAVE, HAVE TO GET AN A ON MY THEOLOGY TEST!!!!!
So let's see... Henry & I saw each other near every day last week. Mostly we hang around and talk and joke. Nothing big, or major, or near exciting to write about. I really do like spending time with him. I can count on him for a laugh. I feel safe with him, and after the asses of the past, feeling safe is very nice. It's been a long time since I've felt ready to trust a guy. I just hope this works...
This weekend was SOOO much fun!! Amy came home with me. It was a little less fun because I was under the impression that Michelle was kinda coming home to hang out with us, but she did not call me at all, she did not make any effort to see me, NOTHING. It was kinda aggrevating! Mostly because I was under the impression that I didn't drive 30 minutes out of my way so she could go party with people she doesn't know. I just don't know where I am with her anymore. I used to be her best friend, now I feel like I'm a time filler. Especially when she got upset w/ me when I said that Nicole & Kristen were my best friends. They act like it. I just don't know... I've kinda been avoiding her until I cool down. Our friendship can't take much more of this...
My birthday is next Tuesday. I frickin' want my friends to make it special, b/c it will be such a trashy day ( 2 midterms, and a meeting, so I'll be busy in the morning studying, in the afternoon testing, at night testing, and then at a meeting until 900). All I want is to spend time with Nicole, Kristen, & Henry. I want a birthday hug, a birthday kiss (from henry, not from Nicole & Kristen), and maybe something else. I was so set on telling Henry not to do anything for me, I used Kristen's excuse of not liking surprises. I HATE when people feel obligated to do something for me b/c it's my birthday... NO ONE SHOULD FEEL OBLIGATED TO DO ANYTHING OR GET ME ANYTHING for my birthday. I want people to do things b/c they want, not because they have to. It'd be so nice if something happened. Yet NO OBLIGATION!!!!! How's that work?
I'll post more later, I must go to class!
Test Tomorrow! YUCK!! THEN 3 NEXT WEEK... AND A PAPER DUE. :( THIS SUCKS!! MIDTERMS SUCK, NOT TO MENTION 2 OF THEM ARE ON MY BIRTHDAY. AND I HAVE, HAVE, HAVE TO GET AN A ON MY THEOLOGY TEST!!!!!
So let's see... Henry & I saw each other near every day last week. Mostly we hang around and talk and joke. Nothing big, or major, or near exciting to write about. I really do like spending time with him. I can count on him for a laugh. I feel safe with him, and after the asses of the past, feeling safe is very nice. It's been a long time since I've felt ready to trust a guy. I just hope this works...
This weekend was SOOO much fun!! Amy came home with me. It was a little less fun because I was under the impression that Michelle was kinda coming home to hang out with us, but she did not call me at all, she did not make any effort to see me, NOTHING. It was kinda aggrevating! Mostly because I was under the impression that I didn't drive 30 minutes out of my way so she could go party with people she doesn't know. I just don't know where I am with her anymore. I used to be her best friend, now I feel like I'm a time filler. Especially when she got upset w/ me when I said that Nicole & Kristen were my best friends. They act like it. I just don't know... I've kinda been avoiding her until I cool down. Our friendship can't take much more of this...
My birthday is next Tuesday. I frickin' want my friends to make it special, b/c it will be such a trashy day ( 2 midterms, and a meeting, so I'll be busy in the morning studying, in the afternoon testing, at night testing, and then at a meeting until 900). All I want is to spend time with Nicole, Kristen, & Henry. I want a birthday hug, a birthday kiss (from henry, not from Nicole & Kristen), and maybe something else. I was so set on telling Henry not to do anything for me, I used Kristen's excuse of not liking surprises. I HATE when people feel obligated to do something for me b/c it's my birthday... NO ONE SHOULD FEEL OBLIGATED TO DO ANYTHING OR GET ME ANYTHING for my birthday. I want people to do things b/c they want, not because they have to. It'd be so nice if something happened. Yet NO OBLIGATION!!!!! How's that work?
I'll post more later, I must go to class!