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Well it's time for a real update- last week I did nothing but work- at home or at Dobrin's. My dad and I did go out to Sam's Steakhouse one night, but it was a pretty basic week for me.
Now to SATURDAY
The plan: Michelle was going to shower after she got off work and then head to my house. We were gonna fix dinner and watch a movie... Just have a girl's night. I know Michelle loves Chinese, so I thought we would cook stir fry. I also decided that I would make wonton soup from scratch, and went off to buy everything at Walmart. I ended up spending 3 hrs fixing wontons for soup and slicing/marinading chicken so it would be a lot easier for us once she got there. Michelle was supposed to be at my house at 730.
What Happened: Michelle called at 715 and said she had not taken a shower and would be over by 830. I told her then that I wasn't feeling well, just incase she really didn't want to come. She said she would come anyway if I didn't mind. So I was like "ok. see ya at 830" Well 830 sure did roll around with no Michelle. So did 845, 900, 915, and in fact 930. She came sometime shortly after 930. She sure did tell me that she was thinking about going out with Chandelle (Sp?) to Brandon's house and Chandelle would call her at 1000. Well she actually said she told Chandelle she was gonna come to my house and should "be done" by 1000 so Chandelle should just call her then... Hmm.. that's always nice to hear. Well anyway, in all that time that it had taken her to get over there, I decided that I wasn't gonna wait, and I wasn't gonna be around, so I got ready to go out. I sure did blow off a party to go out with Michelle Saturday- stupid me! So Michelle and I ended up and going and driving around. I got tired of just driving and asked her to make plans-- she wasn't hungry (mind you my soup was ruined and so was my mood by the time she got to my house!), she just really wanted to drive around... So I told her I really didn't want to spend the night driving up and down Wabash (sure is lame!) and so she said "well then why don't you go back to your house, and i'll get my car and go home." She apologized somewhere along the way, but she always apologizes, and right then I didn't find it sincere. It definately didn't sound sincere. Also, I had already decided that I'd see how long it took her to talk to me, after Saturday night. So I took her to her car. I DROPPED her off and headed over to Joey's to see him, Darren, and Greggory. :) Then I came back home, and got online, talked to Elizabeth, and near about midnight, pulled up at her house to get her. We headed to Coffee Grounds (was great to be the ONLY people there!) and stayed until we had to go. Then we went to Walmart, and eventually I took her home. Then I talked to Michael until darn near 4 am. I finally got off the phone and went to sleep.
So that covers most everything about Saturday.
SUNDAY: What happened: I woke up, cleaned house, then Daniel called, I talked to him for a bit, and then we got off the phone... Then a little while later Michael called... I talked to him for a little while and then I got off the phone. Then a little bit later, Michael called back, but I was busy, so he said he might try again later. Then I went to Baesler's. Then I came home and Daniel called. I talked to him for, oh I dunno, 2 hrs and while I was talking to him, I was online, so I asked Elizabeth a question that made me look like a moron to Daniel b/c I was trying to tell him Elizabeth was full of weird facts-- apparently she only is at 1 am in Walmart b/c she had NO clue what I was talking about. It was nuts. I also tried to talk to Michelle, but really wasn't feelin' it from her... She didn't really seem to care to talk. Anyway, as usual, I had a great time talking to Daniel... I was so tired though that I either made myself out to be an idiot, or he really believes I am an idiot, in any case, it did not turn out in my favor and I didn't feel like having a talk with him about us. So I just left it and idle chat continued. I ended up getting off the phone with him and falling asleep.
So I was sure glad to talk to Michelle yesterday, b/c it TOTALLY cleared something up for me- she doesn't care. Lately I've been very unhappy with the things she says, does. I guess it started with this little game of keeping guys around "just in case" It wasn't right before I liked him... Now she's insulted my car, insulted me, wouldn't talk to Daniel the one night, I honestly don't think she's concerned... Nothing I ever say/do/have is good enough for her. I don't know if she's still sore on this whole Daniel thing, but my guess is that since he's such a great guy, I've got no chance with him- for the fact that he won't do that to his friend. (Which is very admirable- especially if you're not the girl who's gonna lose the chance!)
I'm always so hurt after being around her, like that one night when she didn't answer Chandelle's call and then spent the next 2 minutes obsessing over why Chandelle didn't leave a voice mail, then another 2 minutes trying to text her, then calling her back, and then finally getting ahold of her... Chandelle was more important than my feelings.
And the fact that she never IMed me yesterday, called me, or emailed me, not even a comment on here... Showed me she wasn't really too concerned about me. So I decided we'll see how long it is before she calls me...
If I was Daniel, I'd leave me alone- just for the fact that this isn't really the way to go... She was his friend first, and he shouldn't lose her as a friend for me... He's better than the way this is going to go down... Too bad, because I really liked him.
Now to SATURDAY
The plan: Michelle was going to shower after she got off work and then head to my house. We were gonna fix dinner and watch a movie... Just have a girl's night. I know Michelle loves Chinese, so I thought we would cook stir fry. I also decided that I would make wonton soup from scratch, and went off to buy everything at Walmart. I ended up spending 3 hrs fixing wontons for soup and slicing/marinading chicken so it would be a lot easier for us once she got there. Michelle was supposed to be at my house at 730.
What Happened: Michelle called at 715 and said she had not taken a shower and would be over by 830. I told her then that I wasn't feeling well, just incase she really didn't want to come. She said she would come anyway if I didn't mind. So I was like "ok. see ya at 830" Well 830 sure did roll around with no Michelle. So did 845, 900, 915, and in fact 930. She came sometime shortly after 930. She sure did tell me that she was thinking about going out with Chandelle (Sp?) to Brandon's house and Chandelle would call her at 1000. Well she actually said she told Chandelle she was gonna come to my house and should "be done" by 1000 so Chandelle should just call her then... Hmm.. that's always nice to hear. Well anyway, in all that time that it had taken her to get over there, I decided that I wasn't gonna wait, and I wasn't gonna be around, so I got ready to go out. I sure did blow off a party to go out with Michelle Saturday- stupid me! So Michelle and I ended up and going and driving around. I got tired of just driving and asked her to make plans-- she wasn't hungry (mind you my soup was ruined and so was my mood by the time she got to my house!), she just really wanted to drive around... So I told her I really didn't want to spend the night driving up and down Wabash (sure is lame!) and so she said "well then why don't you go back to your house, and i'll get my car and go home." She apologized somewhere along the way, but she always apologizes, and right then I didn't find it sincere. It definately didn't sound sincere. Also, I had already decided that I'd see how long it took her to talk to me, after Saturday night. So I took her to her car. I DROPPED her off and headed over to Joey's to see him, Darren, and Greggory. :) Then I came back home, and got online, talked to Elizabeth, and near about midnight, pulled up at her house to get her. We headed to Coffee Grounds (was great to be the ONLY people there!) and stayed until we had to go. Then we went to Walmart, and eventually I took her home. Then I talked to Michael until darn near 4 am. I finally got off the phone and went to sleep.
So that covers most everything about Saturday.
SUNDAY: What happened: I woke up, cleaned house, then Daniel called, I talked to him for a bit, and then we got off the phone... Then a little while later Michael called... I talked to him for a little while and then I got off the phone. Then a little bit later, Michael called back, but I was busy, so he said he might try again later. Then I went to Baesler's. Then I came home and Daniel called. I talked to him for, oh I dunno, 2 hrs and while I was talking to him, I was online, so I asked Elizabeth a question that made me look like a moron to Daniel b/c I was trying to tell him Elizabeth was full of weird facts-- apparently she only is at 1 am in Walmart b/c she had NO clue what I was talking about. It was nuts. I also tried to talk to Michelle, but really wasn't feelin' it from her... She didn't really seem to care to talk. Anyway, as usual, I had a great time talking to Daniel... I was so tired though that I either made myself out to be an idiot, or he really believes I am an idiot, in any case, it did not turn out in my favor and I didn't feel like having a talk with him about us. So I just left it and idle chat continued. I ended up getting off the phone with him and falling asleep.
So I was sure glad to talk to Michelle yesterday, b/c it TOTALLY cleared something up for me- she doesn't care. Lately I've been very unhappy with the things she says, does. I guess it started with this little game of keeping guys around "just in case" It wasn't right before I liked him... Now she's insulted my car, insulted me, wouldn't talk to Daniel the one night, I honestly don't think she's concerned... Nothing I ever say/do/have is good enough for her. I don't know if she's still sore on this whole Daniel thing, but my guess is that since he's such a great guy, I've got no chance with him- for the fact that he won't do that to his friend. (Which is very admirable- especially if you're not the girl who's gonna lose the chance!)
I'm always so hurt after being around her, like that one night when she didn't answer Chandelle's call and then spent the next 2 minutes obsessing over why Chandelle didn't leave a voice mail, then another 2 minutes trying to text her, then calling her back, and then finally getting ahold of her... Chandelle was more important than my feelings.
And the fact that she never IMed me yesterday, called me, or emailed me, not even a comment on here... Showed me she wasn't really too concerned about me. So I decided we'll see how long it is before she calls me...
If I was Daniel, I'd leave me alone- just for the fact that this isn't really the way to go... She was his friend first, and he shouldn't lose her as a friend for me... He's better than the way this is going to go down... Too bad, because I really liked him.