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Well an update is long overdue...
Healthwise: Overall, I'm eating well and trying to stay active and positive. Which is usually just normal for people... but it's been quite tough... with getting a depo provera shot... that bloated me to the point that almost everytime i go out i'm asked when my due date is (pregnancy)... My paranoia also got the best of me and I went to my family doctor to give me a test just to make sure i wasn't that 1 out of a 100 or 1000 whatever women that still get pregnant... thankfully i'm not... but still it's hard to deal with the fact that yes... i just have a big belly right now... and it's funny cuz my face, my legs and arms aren't at all bigger... heehhe... someday i'll walk around and just make up some date and have ppl rub my tummy.. :P
oh and along w/ the whole non- pregnant... I had twins... well but not really here's where the "non" part comes in... cuz the twins are really a set of Numark TTX-1's!!!!!! got a sort of "ish" mixer... i'd have to get up and go look at what the numbers are on it... but arek said it's "not that bad"... so i'll go with " what he said"...
originally found a pair on e-bay ... but they were from the states and so after shipping and customs/brokerage fees... they would have only been a fraction cheaper and so decided to get long and mcquade to order them in for me..... spinning and mixing wise.... it's been hits and misses throughout... but not both during a set... either i spin really well for an hour... or i attempt to even get a record to play for an hour... hehehe... either way TURNTABLES !!!#%!~#$!^!
Honestly though,... it's a half fake enthusiasm... cuz really there's so many other things i could have put that much money into wether it be savings, clothes, house stuff for when i'm on my own... i'unno, something a little more useful y'know... at the same time... i spent how much on not so cool legal things that did how much damage to me? i might as well spend it foolishly on something that i can at least enjoy...
My grandma is finally back at home... ( 7 bypass surgery)... she stayed with my aunt when she first got out of the hospital... but now she's back home with grandpa, josh and i... Its a lot of work to take care of them... exhausting to the max, still keeps me doing something productive... and i don't know... they've taken care of me for how long?... not only takin care of but spoiled endlessly... heheh... still, it's alot of work... thankfully i don't have school now... although i have been looking for jobs.... I had an interview at Sasktel today... i think it went well... it's only part time... but i think it'd be perfect cuz the pay is still $16 / hr or something? ... so it makes up for the hours at a full time job that pays minimum and then i'm still able to help out my grandma...
i'm going to be staying here again this year... (regina)... for school... I have a whole lifetime ahead of me for school, degrees, and careers, my time is limited with members of my family... and i can still go for a b.sc. and that doesn't sound like that bad of a thing?... so bonus ... i'll have a degree under my belt and so i'll have a fall back if medicine doesn't work out... or if i don't make it into it at all right? AND be here for my family cuz honestly... i'm only 21... and i'll still be going to school so what's and extra 1-2 years here?...
so yeah alot of the usual same old same old going on...
still don't have much friends that i go out with...
been out a few times though... !!!
at least once a week or two i'll go out past midnight and hang out with ppl around my age or at least ppl that i go out and have fun with, even if it's for an hour of coffee... hehehe... ahhhh responsibilities...
honestly i don't agree with ppl when they say a person's twenties are their best years... cuz to me... i think it's gonna be like 30's... cuz twenties... i mean... maybe most will have their careers on a roll by their 24/25th year of life... but even then still... it seems to be such a building time... not rich enough to have much ( except to those exceptional few and i commend you)... but yeah... really mines' looking like it's fully of school, and lots of hard work, but really no results until my 30s... maybe i'm a procrastinator... or a slacker... but i don't think so... i just think i'm broke, i'm educated but not enough to get a good job that pays well so i just "get by" during the summer and then back to school for more education...
anyhow... blah blah blah TURNTABLES!!! woot woot!!! heheh... yay...
that is all
Healthwise: Overall, I'm eating well and trying to stay active and positive. Which is usually just normal for people... but it's been quite tough... with getting a depo provera shot... that bloated me to the point that almost everytime i go out i'm asked when my due date is (pregnancy)... My paranoia also got the best of me and I went to my family doctor to give me a test just to make sure i wasn't that 1 out of a 100 or 1000 whatever women that still get pregnant... thankfully i'm not... but still it's hard to deal with the fact that yes... i just have a big belly right now... and it's funny cuz my face, my legs and arms aren't at all bigger... heehhe... someday i'll walk around and just make up some date and have ppl rub my tummy.. :P
oh and along w/ the whole non- pregnant... I had twins... well but not really here's where the "non" part comes in... cuz the twins are really a set of Numark TTX-1's!!!!!! got a sort of "ish" mixer... i'd have to get up and go look at what the numbers are on it... but arek said it's "not that bad"... so i'll go with " what he said"...
originally found a pair on e-bay ... but they were from the states and so after shipping and customs/brokerage fees... they would have only been a fraction cheaper and so decided to get long and mcquade to order them in for me..... spinning and mixing wise.... it's been hits and misses throughout... but not both during a set... either i spin really well for an hour... or i attempt to even get a record to play for an hour... hehehe... either way TURNTABLES !!!#%!~#$!^!
Honestly though,... it's a half fake enthusiasm... cuz really there's so many other things i could have put that much money into wether it be savings, clothes, house stuff for when i'm on my own... i'unno, something a little more useful y'know... at the same time... i spent how much on not so cool legal things that did how much damage to me? i might as well spend it foolishly on something that i can at least enjoy...
My grandma is finally back at home... ( 7 bypass surgery)... she stayed with my aunt when she first got out of the hospital... but now she's back home with grandpa, josh and i... Its a lot of work to take care of them... exhausting to the max, still keeps me doing something productive... and i don't know... they've taken care of me for how long?... not only takin care of but spoiled endlessly... heheh... still, it's alot of work... thankfully i don't have school now... although i have been looking for jobs.... I had an interview at Sasktel today... i think it went well... it's only part time... but i think it'd be perfect cuz the pay is still $16 / hr or something? ... so it makes up for the hours at a full time job that pays minimum and then i'm still able to help out my grandma...
i'm going to be staying here again this year... (regina)... for school... I have a whole lifetime ahead of me for school, degrees, and careers, my time is limited with members of my family... and i can still go for a b.sc. and that doesn't sound like that bad of a thing?... so bonus ... i'll have a degree under my belt and so i'll have a fall back if medicine doesn't work out... or if i don't make it into it at all right? AND be here for my family cuz honestly... i'm only 21... and i'll still be going to school so what's and extra 1-2 years here?...
so yeah alot of the usual same old same old going on...
still don't have much friends that i go out with...
been out a few times though... !!!
at least once a week or two i'll go out past midnight and hang out with ppl around my age or at least ppl that i go out and have fun with, even if it's for an hour of coffee... hehehe... ahhhh responsibilities...
honestly i don't agree with ppl when they say a person's twenties are their best years... cuz to me... i think it's gonna be like 30's... cuz twenties... i mean... maybe most will have their careers on a roll by their 24/25th year of life... but even then still... it seems to be such a building time... not rich enough to have much ( except to those exceptional few and i commend you)... but yeah... really mines' looking like it's fully of school, and lots of hard work, but really no results until my 30s... maybe i'm a procrastinator... or a slacker... but i don't think so... i just think i'm broke, i'm educated but not enough to get a good job that pays well so i just "get by" during the summer and then back to school for more education...
anyhow... blah blah blah TURNTABLES!!! woot woot!!! heheh... yay...
that is all