In remembrance...
I've put thinking about this off all day. I was going to go the gravesite with my mom but couldn't. I thought I'd relive the initial mourning and become an emotional wreck. I wasn't totally confident I'd be able to focus on the great times with her, but I have to take that chance. So here's to my lil sister.....
Bethany Ann (Miskwimi) Starr
One year without her was a lifetime too long
Sixteen seemed a lifetime too short
The unbearable pain has now passed with the year
Thanks to everyone's prayers and support
We love her and miss her
'Though she's still in our hearts
Bethany, was a talented girl from sports to fine arts
She painted our lives with her colour and style
She touched everyone with her love and warm smile
Here's to laugther, heartfelt memories and tears.
Forever loved
That's the poem I wrote for Bethany. My family, Josh, and I put it in the paper today.
Wowzers....
She was such an amazing girl. Well teenager/woman... It's funny to think that my lil sister would have been driving and dating and doing all those crazy teenager things today.... Although I s'pose that was the cause to her death too so um... :S...
okay new train of thought...
Honestly, she was totally amazing when she wasn't trying to hide that glow inside...
hehehe...
Josh thinks i'm totally insane when i tell him about all the lil silly things bethany, sydney(my baby sister), and I would do together when we were younger and all the way through...
Not denying the fact that we were as mean as could be to eachother too (3 girls that were all 4 years apart... can be nasty heheh... )
I adored her so much... both of my sisters... I tell sydney that and told bethany that all of the time. So there's not guilt there but I still feel bad that neither of them seem to see it in themselves. ahhh well....
I'll cherish my time I had with Bethany and the memories of her forever. At least my father's not lonely anymore either....
yeah but i don't know...
Sorry for those this may have been uncomfortable for... I was going to lock it... cuz it is more of a personal thing
But it's just too good of a thing... I wanted to share how great of a gal Bethany was.... and my incoherent thoughts of her.
Bethany Ann (Miskwimi) Starr
One year without her was a lifetime too long
Sixteen seemed a lifetime too short
The unbearable pain has now passed with the year
Thanks to everyone's prayers and support
We love her and miss her
'Though she's still in our hearts
Bethany, was a talented girl from sports to fine arts
She painted our lives with her colour and style
She touched everyone with her love and warm smile
Here's to laugther, heartfelt memories and tears.
Forever loved
That's the poem I wrote for Bethany. My family, Josh, and I put it in the paper today.
Wowzers....
She was such an amazing girl. Well teenager/woman... It's funny to think that my lil sister would have been driving and dating and doing all those crazy teenager things today.... Although I s'pose that was the cause to her death too so um... :S...
okay new train of thought...
Honestly, she was totally amazing when she wasn't trying to hide that glow inside...
hehehe...
Josh thinks i'm totally insane when i tell him about all the lil silly things bethany, sydney(my baby sister), and I would do together when we were younger and all the way through...
Not denying the fact that we were as mean as could be to eachother too (3 girls that were all 4 years apart... can be nasty heheh... )
I adored her so much... both of my sisters... I tell sydney that and told bethany that all of the time. So there's not guilt there but I still feel bad that neither of them seem to see it in themselves. ahhh well....
I'll cherish my time I had with Bethany and the memories of her forever. At least my father's not lonely anymore either....
yeah but i don't know...
Sorry for those this may have been uncomfortable for... I was going to lock it... cuz it is more of a personal thing
But it's just too good of a thing... I wanted to share how great of a gal Bethany was.... and my incoherent thoughts of her.