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Hello, I'm back.
Since winterbreak ended. I dont think anythings been the same. School's just been stressful and a bitch to me. And my social life is shit. :\ nice aint it.
Ive sorta been on restriction, well I guess you can call it that. For instant, my mom would yell at me everytime i want to go on the phone or comp. so I havent been on, Ive saved myself from having to hear her yell on and on and on. -__-
My friendships with people are fucking up, cause Im such a bitch. :] I LOVE you guys. Truly I do. and Im sorry.
my relationship is down the drain. -__- i TOLD everyone im such a bad gf, and no one agrees with me. but I proved myself right. -u- i mean i shouldnt be happy that i proved myself right. but heh what to do when it just comes natural.
Im sorry. So sorry.
maybe I am going through some retarded depression. Heh yeah right. I think Im just going retarded. I think my emotions and shit have gone all haywire. This phase Im going through should have happened in the 8th grade. heh but whatever. What can I do?
herm..so Im not depressed, Im just retarded (:
School need to fucken die, I really dont want to go back...
Since winterbreak ended. I dont think anythings been the same. School's just been stressful and a bitch to me. And my social life is shit. :\ nice aint it.
Ive sorta been on restriction, well I guess you can call it that. For instant, my mom would yell at me everytime i want to go on the phone or comp. so I havent been on, Ive saved myself from having to hear her yell on and on and on. -__-
My friendships with people are fucking up, cause Im such a bitch. :] I LOVE you guys. Truly I do. and Im sorry.
my relationship is down the drain. -__- i TOLD everyone im such a bad gf, and no one agrees with me. but I proved myself right. -u- i mean i shouldnt be happy that i proved myself right. but heh what to do when it just comes natural.
Im sorry. So sorry.
maybe I am going through some retarded depression. Heh yeah right. I think Im just going retarded. I think my emotions and shit have gone all haywire. This phase Im going through should have happened in the 8th grade. heh but whatever. What can I do?
herm..so Im not depressed, Im just retarded (:
School need to fucken die, I really dont want to go back...