I'm going to die!
so i decided i know how i am going to die. one night i am going to drink so much rum and coke and puke all my guts out and then never wake up. i almost got to that point last night. i showed up at bubb's house and started drinking rum and coke like it was water. by the end of the night and 4 large glasses later i was freakin TANKED! i had never been that drunk before in my life (its kinda sad that i keep saying that every time i get drunk now). i had a lot of funny moments in there and i huge break down and then a nice time with the wonderful dorm room garbage can. that can has seen more puke this semester than any other on 4N. today i feel like freakin shit! i don't even want to move from my chair but for some reason i have to go to work. if i had it my way i would be sitting on my couch watching ER and drinking all the water that is on the earth (and probably puking). glenview is going to kill me today. maybe now that kyle knows me a little better i can tell him how i feel and he will let me go home. that would be amazing! speaking of amazing, after i puked i did the amazing quote! i finished, looked at andy and said, with my face full of puke..."That was amazing! I'm not even mad!" oh my god....im killing myself. i can't wait to tell my children about these wonderful times in my life. maybe they will learn from my mistake. well i must be off to get ready for work and try to see if i will be able to survive! wish me luck because i am going to need it!